"Akalain mo yun? May blog pala ako?"

it's been ages since i last updated this blog. (duh? as if a soul cares.) i'm not surprised that no one visits this humble blog anymore. but kung ikaw ang may kilo-kilong papel na ginagawa, (note: sa commarts community ng kalakhang UPLB, ang papers ay di na binibilang sa paraang per pahina, sa halip per kilo na.) This week is just an example, all in all, i had 40 pages of paperwork that i had to d0. have you ever felt like magkakapalitan na kayo ng mukha ng monitor ng computer kung saan ka nagtatype dahil sa gabi-gabi mo na siyang kaharap? That is what i feel right now. i also had to write a 30-minute play for my playwriting class. in search for consolation, i asked one of my professors how many pages would a 30-minute play consume. to my shock and agony, he replied 'one minute per page'. thus, a 30-minute play means 30 page script.

there are a lot of things that happened during my temporary absence. i'm sad i wasn't able to write it here, but it's okay. one of them is mitzi moving out of the house. it was so sad, that i would confess that i'd undergone depression for a week. it's just so depressing when things suddenly take a shocking turn. it wasn't expected at all, and everything happened so fast. one moment we were just having our dinner together, the next thing we knew, she's already moving out. it's sad, yes. but it's still a comfort to think that somehow we are going to learn from that experience, that at least we all have wonderful before-going-to-bed stories, and friendships to prove despite the physical distance. it made me think, sooner or later, we are parting ways, and there's no way we can avoid that. sadly.