I was about to post a new entry. everything that i needed was out of site. this sucks!!! i wasted money to visit sites that will be of no service! arghhhh...

i was at the middle of surfing one of favorite blogs when i came across a horrible picture of guess who? Britney Spears...

i know her being horrible is not a news anymore. it is something that we got used living with, especially when she decided to make a complete mess out of her once quite okay life. well, i'm not underestimating her ability to stand up again after badly falling, but she have to do it quick, or people will just keep on being annoyed of her non-sense intrigues and horrible pictures.

have you ever imagined your worst self, or the worst that you can be? well, in my case, it was only now that i realized what would be mine. it is this:



being so fat after being once so hot is not the primary issue here, for me. but it is the fact that 1) she was holding hands with Paris Hilton (my so-hated blonde in the whole world), 2) her leopard print dress which looked like something a desperate prostitute would almost swear not to wear, 3) she just broke up with a total loser, and 4) her oh-my-gosh-who-would-wear-that-with-a-leopard-print-dress pair of shoes.

now, i'm more determined to pursue eating more healthily.

i just received a super-duper-mega good news today. i won't write it here anymore, if you want to know about it, just ask me personally. but it really lifted up my soul today. it has been a while since good news stopped on coming to me, it was nice to receive such today.

anyway, i haven't officially enrolled myself in the university yet. i just received the money that i will use for paying my tuition tonight. it was amazing that this registration went on smoothly this semester, unlike the past ones where had to run after units and hunt professors down to complete my load which usually lacks some unit. so that was another good news.

the bad news is, i'm back in the arms of my terrorist teacher. (no, she's not from afghanistan or an advocate of osama bin laden. but i would rather have people like them as a teacher if they would promise to avoid shouting at us like she does.) actually, i already survived last semester under her. i could literally feel my flesh shake whenever she would shout at one of our classmates. fortunately, i haven't been a target of her booming insults and curses, but preparing for the worst this semester wouldn't be bad, right? what if this is my chance to be publicly humiliated?

looking at my form 5 this semester need no more answers on what my course is. the form loudly, clearly and proudly shouts that i am a ComArts student, which is quite not thrilling for me. having the subjects that i have now means that i am subjected to see the same faces everyday, those of my co-comarts classmates. it's not that they are bad-looking or something (hey, most of the gorgeous women belong to our course-hehe!), but i want to have classes were i can be with different people. well, i guess i have to accept the fact that college life sometimes sucks!

anyway, here are the list of the subjects i have for the 2nd sem of 2006-2007:

*ENG102 - business and professional reports
*ENG105 - playwriting (the most scary!)
*HUM170 - philippine arts and society (we always end up listening to our teacher's anecdotes that are usually miles remote to the topic he intended to teach.)
*PI100 - life and works of jose rizal (which purpose and importance to my life remains a mystery)
*SOC130 - social psychology (this is the subject that i should have taken centuries ago that's why now i'm stuck with freshmen comarts..arghhh!)
*SPCM104 - occassional speeches (which annoyingly requires 17 speeches that we will be delivering orally!)

did i say college life sucks?

i just came from marinduque where i spent my sembreak. i really did enjoy bumming around, meaning: eating, dvd marathons, and sleeping (which iyam and i call 'buhay baboy'). well, how 'bout watchng the whole 'my girl' dvd twice and reaching the third season of 'the o.c' also in dvd? that's just what i did. talk about loss of anything productive to do. i even wonder why i did not invest my golden time in useful books rather than just staring at lee dong wook while he delivered his lines cause i almost memorized them, and understanding seth cohen's mumbles in 'the o.c.'? yeah, even i couldn't explain.

maybe, i just needed to take a break from literature. or from books in general. i've had enough of them, and i will have more of them, while bumming is quite limited during school days.

is that the reason why? or i just thought of it now?