after almost three months of exhausting ourselves in producing 'pasyong mahal ng halo-halo', it finally came to an end. *sigh*

no matter how i wanted it to end, i still can't help myself from feeling nostalgic and lonely thinking that we won't have to see and endure each other's face every night, as we've learned to deal with for the last two months.

it was tiring, but it was worth it.

10 things i will miss about halo-halo.

1. the nightly choices of biscuits courtesy of ma'am narcisso.

2. the cd players which served my purpose during my 'halo-halo' days.

3. Sir dennis' (our director) lengthy talks every call time.

4. the chairs and tables we always had to drag out and back in the foodlab for the rehearsals.

5. ma'am giselle's screams during her 'mutya ng pasig' scenes.

6. the actors' bloopers.

7. talking and laughing about 'gibbon'.

8. tudtud's glass-breaking voice.

9. the occassional overnights at betany and jeck's narratives of unfortune.

10. everything.

it's funny how sometimes you want something to be gone, but you find yourself mourning about it when you see it slipping out of your hands.

i don't know. why do i have the feeling that the last day of class will become a rebirth for me. it just seems that surviving next week will be the greatest miracle that will ever happen to me.

there are loads and loads of work i have to make, i dont' even know how to start. well, i'm still glad i'm not the only one experiencing the hardships. arghhh...if only i could request from heavens for a lightning to strike me dead, i would've done that long ago.

anyways, there are a lot of things people can make when they are "bangag". like me, i was able to murder avril lavigne's song 'i'm with you'. Here's what i did:

ako'y with you

i'm standing on tulay
i'm waiting in dilim
i thought andito ka by now

there's nothing but ulan
at footsteps sa sahig
nakikinig but there's no sound

isn't anyone tryin' hanapin
kahit sino ka take me home

chorus:
o kay lamig ng night
tryin' intindihin this life
won't you, kunin ang kamay
take me somewhere new
i don't sino ka but i'm
ako'y with you
ako'y with you

(hindi ko alam yung sunod na verse)

bridge or coda or whatever:
bakit ang lahat so confusing
siguro i'm just out of my mind
yeah, yeah, yeah....

repeat chorus

patawarin niyo na ako. hindi lang naman ako eh. here's a conversation between kuya jc, yza and iyam (sumali din pala ako) while the two girls were studying for their stat exam and kuya jc was typing a paper:

Kuya jc: magkano magpa-print ng colored?

yza: anong kulay?

Iyam: (laughs) huh?

yza: ang alam ko kasi kapag black and white two pesos. kaya depende sa color.

Iyam: (laughs) YZA!!!

Mafe: siguro mas mahal 'pag red no? (laughs)

define BANGAG..

I am now going loco over Lee Dong Wook's (a.k.a julian of my girl) videos! arghhh..he's so gwapo i couldn't stop myself from watching his vids...*sigh

anyway, a typhoon just passed by (i guess most of people know that). fortunately, our apartment was spared from floods or any tragedy. although some parts of our ceiling dripped, we were okay naman.

the typhoon caused a week-long vacation in UPLB. it slowed me so much that i didn't know where or how to start when the classes resumed. you know, it was like first day of class but loads of paperworks needed to be submitted, tons of exams were waiting, and projects were patiently falling in line. that was the time i realized there is really a word called 'momentum'. i lost it, and had this bumming mode.

our apartment served as an orphanage for our friends who didn't have electricity in their houses. the whole week was spent in entertaining and talking with visitors. it was fun, i did not feel the boredom i knew i should've felt.

the 'WAKE ME UP THIS SEMESTER ENDS' still remains.

i love LEE DONG WOOK!