WAKE ME UP, WHEN SEPTEMBER ENDS!!!!
WAKE ME UP, WHEN THIS SEMESTER ENDS!!!
WAKE ME UP, WHEN NEXT WEEK ENDS!!!
WAKE ME UP, WHEN OUR PRODUCTION ENDS!!!

THE PROBLEM IS...NATUTULOG PA BA AKO?
HOW DO YOU WAKE UP SOMEBODY WHO DOESN'T SLEEP?
hi mafe!! (trizh)

alam 'to ng lahat ng friends ko: gusto ko magka-cancer. para masaya love story...yung tipong pupuntahan ka ng guy sa canteen tapos sisipsipin mo yung straw sa tetrapack na wala nang laman kaya gross yung tunog pero kukulitin ka ng guy...tapos sasabihin mo "promise me you won't fall in love with me," pero hindi papaniwalaan nung guy kaya eventually sasabihin mo, "i don't need any reason to be angry with God!" (habang nagpipigil ng tears) tapos gagawan ka niya ng telescope (ngiik! wala naman akong interes sa stars!) tapos lalagyan ka niya ng pekeng tattoo na butterfly (sa 'kin, kahit henna, hwag lang peke na nakadikit sa plastic)

basta! feeling ko maganda love story kapag may terminal illness...tapos 'pag nakakalbo na ako, magko-collect ako ng maraming scarves...yung scarves ko kasi, i can't wear palagi kasi ang kapal ng buhok ko, feeling ko pangit!

pero, paano kung may cancer nga pero wala namang guy? naku dilemma yun! wag nalang!

pero ngayon, gusto ko na ulit. kasi ang dami ko ipapasa and gagawin. i just want to die, para maka-escape. kaso wala na romantic scenes. ang consolation ko, yung teachers ko imbes na magalit kasi hindi ako nakapasa, iiyak sila at malulungkot sa pagkawala ko. baka nga makonsensiya pa sila kasi at my last breath, requirements nila ang iniisip ko. tapos, matatakot sila, feeling nila magmumulto ako at papasok sa class nila para magpasa..hehehe..wawa naman!

next time nalang continuation...(bente lang pera ko, 19 pesos na yung bill ko!)

7 Things I'm Exhausting Myself With Nowadays.

1. paperworks, paperworks, paperworks.

There was this author who said, "I love being a writer, what i can't stand is the paperwork." Who wouldn't agree with him? Raise your hands.

2. rehearsals in our production project.

Our project in our theater class is a theater production. Ours is entitled, "Pasyong Mahal ng HAlo-halo Na Sukat Ipag-alab ng DAmdamin ng Sinumang Kakain Nito." I'm one of the stage managers. Don't ask what a stage manager does. It is like going to a suicide mission. We are responsible for everything, from the technicals to the artistic side, from the director's instructors to the actors' concerns. We're both amo and katulong at the same excruciating time.

3. traveling

i'm in Bicol right now. courtesy of Mitzi. we are spending our weekend here and left tons of works at los banos. Who says unwinding and working can't go together?

4. competing with my housemates on whose eyebags would sag faster.

sleeping at around 3am and waking up early to attend our classes. It's becoming a norm in our house. my teacher suggested pouring redbull on our coffee to fight the urge to sleep. What do you think?

5. going gaga over korean series and actors.

weeks of heating the dvd's of korean series, need i say that we were addicted? if only we have aladin's magic lamp, maybe we've been in Seoul long ago, and probably staying there now.

6. working (seriously) on my projects for other subjects.

unfortunately, my subjects that require paperworks (that i can almost build a library with) and the theater subject (that i'm slowly commiting suicide with) are not the only subjects i have. i'm feeling sick with the word "project", i almost want to throw up.

7. killing myself for thinking of all of those things that i'm busy with.

stress is the best word that clings on me now.