for weeks, it's only now that i was able to breathe a bit. with all the deadlines and requirements, parang naging asthmatic ako these past few days. paper dito, paper doon. i won't be surprised if one day i'll just freak out and be traumatized with the word "pAper". one more paper to go, okay na. but i still have exams. i still need to study especially in my math. tomorrow na ang pre-finals. i'll be damned if i fail it. i passed the midterm and my chance of being exempted from finals now depends on tomorrow's torture. i'm in faith na i'll overcome it victoriously, although if asked about my status now, parang im daydreaming (or sobra pa sa daydreaming).
depressed ako sa Coma104 knina. ang baba ng result ng exams ko. our prof let us compute our grades. and then came the time to compute our exercises, assignments and quizzes. bakit naman kailangang mag-fall sa isang date lang yun. And i was absent that particular date because that was the time that my phlo9 class was dissolved and i had to fix my registration. bakit ganun?unfair! at the end, my score? 6/57. kumuzta naman yun? parang ang stupid/tamad kong estudyante and tho think that was one of my favorite subjects this sem. arghhh...parang i want to die kanina! buti nalang, one of my friends bought me two doughnuts. depression-reliever ba. then gelay gave me pillows. pano nalang kung wala ang mga yun at ang bible ko?
ngayon, i have to work on my paper, investigative siya, something about mcdonalds. hindi ko pa alam title. kumusta naman yun? sa fiday na due nun a!

Hay naku. nakakaasar ang araw na 'to. nakakapagod. nakakagutom. nakaka-dehydrate. nakakadepress. nakakawala ng energy.

eto ang list ng mga hindi magandang pangyayari.

1. submission ng first draft ng research paper sa coma192.

2.puyat ako.

3.walang tubig sa dorm. (wag nang magtanong kung ano problema ko.)

4.submission namin ng group folio supposedly at 10-11 am at guess what time kami naka-submit? 4pm! dahil sa mga pangyayaring bakit naman ngayon pa nangyari.

5.wala na akong pera.

6.hindi ako nakapag-lunch!

7. nadapa si mitzi.

8. binigay na sa amin yung take home exam namin sa math na "all or nothing" ang method ng checking.

9. plano kong matulog kanina, pero dahil nga sa napakaganda naming folio, hindi ko nagawa yun.

10. at marami pang iba.

what about good things na nangyari?

1. kumain ako ng turon twice today.

2.nakakita na si mitzi ng magiging housemate namin next sem.

3. after ng sobrang pag-pa-panic dahil hindi pa namin nasa-submit yung group folio namin, na-submit din namin cia.

4. kumain ako ng pillows.

5. nung kinailangan kong sumakay ng jeep, may jeep na dumaan.

6. may payong ako nung umulan.

7. kahit puyat ako, nagising ako nung kelangan kong gumising.

Hmmmm....halata bang pinilit kong sumaya?

Hapi new year sa 'kin...bakit kamo? ang tagal kong hindi nag-update. masiado kasing busy, sa school, sa church, sa past election. however, i don't feel bad na i'm that busy, i feel fulfilled naman. kso nga lang, napabayaan ko blog ko.
Wala akong magawa. lista ko nalang mga major papers na i need to finish this month. (para masaya!)

1. historical fiction (eng5)
2. profile (eng5)
3. commentary (eng5)
4. group folio (eng5)
5. investigative paper (eng 5)
6. philosophical analysis -10 pages (phlo171)
7. course paper - "non-verbal communication as manifested in the movie 'the new world'" (coma104)
8. research paper (coma192)

isipin pa lang ang mga to, nade-depress na 'ko. pero ok lang.
siyanga pala. baka isipin ng iba, papers lang problemadong problemado na 'ko. nag-eexam din ako.
may speech com 106 pa 'ko, daming kelangan gawin!
buhay pa kaya ako sa final's week?